On June 28, 2012 I met my soul mate, my bestfriend, my partner in crime, my boyfriend. I've been meaning to write about him but every time I try to put into words how much I love him, no words can ever express my adoration for him.
The way we met was actually very weird.. It was the end of junior year, literally the last day of junior year. Later that night, I went on facebook and my ex-boyfriend had a status up, it was one of those "like for what I think about you" ones and you had to re-post it so people can return the favor. So I liked it, my ex did the status and I reposted it and this guy liked it. I was pretty sure I saw him around in middle school and I thought he was cute, I just never talked to him and barely ever saw him. He liked it but I couldn't say much but, "you're a stranger, but you're cute." Next thing I knew, I got a message from that same guy and he said, "We should change that stranger thing, hmu", and he gave me his number. At that moment I had butterflies in my stomach because of how cute I thought he was and 5 minutes later I wound up texting him. We talked all day and all night long. I knew that I wanted to be in a relationship.. it was just one of those things where you just know.
We kept talking and before you knew it, we were together and feeling happier than ever.
I've been going through a lot of stress and depression since my grandmother died in eighth grade. I was just sad all the time and bitter and I didn't really want to talk to anyone at all. I kept to myself a lot, never wanting to open up. But once I met him, he took all that sadness away, my heart felt so much lighter and brighter. Even my parents noticed a change in my attitude and by the way I started to smile again. Before I met him, my smile was fake because there was no reason behind it, but once I met him my smile became a constant thing. We fell in love with each other, because we were the perfect match and everyone noticed it.
Sure, like any couple, we've had our rough patches and even rougher patches in our relationship. Some more forgivable than other times, but trust is a major factor in a successful relationship. Everything in life is just a learning experience. You live and you learn, just a simple fact. With a love so strong and passionate like ours, it's hard to stay mad at each other long, because we need each other. Everyone notices when we're not together, we're just not as happy as we are when we're together.
I've never cared or loved a person as much as I love my boyfriend. And it's purely love, nothing else can explain these feelings we have for each other. I care deeply about him, his family, his goals in life, his love for cars and paintball. I support him in anything he does and if he makes few mistakes along the way, I'm right there with him to help him get on the right track again. I know if it was vice-versa he would do the same for me. I sacrifice a lot for his happiness, as does he. No one has ever made me smile, laugh, or be happy for as long as I have now, other than him. This is the happiest I've been in a very long time.
To this day, it has been 1 year, 1 month and 1 day that we've been together and it's the best year of my life. I'm so incredibly blessed to have someone in my life that is willing to love and care for me like he does. We talk about the future a lot and yes, we do plan on getting our own place together, getting married and having beautiful green-eyed British/Puerto Rican children together. He actually wants to propose sometime in the very near future, which I am very excited for. There is no one on this universe that I'd rather be with. I have nothing but pure love for this boy and I know that will never fade away. I love you Richard James Moran, you mean everything to me and more.
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