Every person that's been in love knows how hard imagining living life without the other person can be. If you have been following my blog from the very beginning you will know that I post about every little problem my boyfriend and I face together. Often we say that he is the boy version of me and I am the girl version of him. We think alike, we talk alike, we do things the same way, we even say things at the same time in the exact same tone. It's crazy how much he is like me and that makes me happy so I can be my complete self around him. He makes me laugh like nobody else but my dad can.. my dads a funny guy lol. But in all seriousness, when it comes down to how many fights we have, it really doesn't matter because we do have a genuine love for each other.
In the beginning and middle of this relationship I always thought going on a break from each other or breaking up for good would help everything. It would separate us and that'll "make the heart grow fonder" for each other and we'll find that passion again. Little did I realize that that only would last a couple of days and then we'd both miss each other an insane amount. We're practically attached at the hip and we get lonely if we don't see each other the next day. Part of me really likes that but part of me realizes that I need to know how to make myself happy too, ya know? You can't depend on other people for your happiness because then you'll be all dependent on them and that's not good.
On June 28, it will be two years with this guy and honestly it feels like way longer. We are high school sweethearts and that's the story I always wanted to tell my children. We are just bestfriends and lovers who fight a lot, but we know where love stands between us and I don't think we can ever pass that up. There's too much history to just forget about this person, there's too much love and care to just drop them over a single fight. Of course if in your relationship, you are truly unhappy and feel you can do better than hell ya you drop that rock and go pick out a shiny new diamond that's valuable enough for you!
Even though we are only 18, I feel like we are going to be forever happy together and in each others company. It's hard to tell the future but if you really truly love someone then you should be willing to do whatever it takes to make them happy and that's what we strive to do everyday. It's obviously going to have some bumps along the way, but there's no problem that can't be fixed when there's love involved. I love him to death.. although sometimes I wish I can just punch him in the throat and drive his car off a bridge...he is a person that I will always care about and I don't know where I'd be without him by my side. I always used to tell him, "You're cute...I'll keep you forever" and not only did that make him laugh, but I think that's when he realized that I'm not going anywhere and I'm certainly never going to let him go.
Value your loved ones every second you can, they are way more important and valuable then you will ever understand. If you love them, never let them forget it even for one second. Do random, spontaneous things with them that they'll never forget. Surprise them to brighten up their day& always show them affection so they never forget how much you adore them.
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