Thinking Maturely

Maturing and growing with a special someone can really make you think about your future together. Future homes, future cars, future family. I always had this mature state of mind where I knew I wanted a family and a house and I knew I didn't want to wait so extremely long. I want to be young and enjoy my children and be able to pick them up without worry about my hip poppin' out haha.

Now I'm not talking about being 16 and wanting a family because that is waaay too young to be wanting to commit to something so huge, I'm talking maybe 23, when my mom had me. My mom is the perfect age for where we are at now, young and fun. My boyfriend is thinking of 25 or 27, but you don't understand my need for wanting to give my love to a small gift from God early and with the love of my life. I know he'll come around when we are financially stable and have our own place first, but I know he is going to be an amazing daddy. 

He's been looking into houses, condo's and apartments now and I can't help but be more excited and happy for our future together. He's really stepping up and I'm happy that he's starting to realize our future is coming faster than we know it. I don't want anything else in this lifetime other than a family that I can adore and show my utmost love for. 

Every time we pass by a cute house we always say, "That would be a perfect house for us!" or "I want a huge backyard so the kids can run around in." It gets me so excited to think that it's actually going to happen, all in due time. I imagine us setting up a nursery and him having his own garage and then when our child gets older he teaches him/her about cars so they can be very knowledgeable about it. I would want 2 children at most, maybe if things change then they'll change, but for right now that's what I'm planning.  

I want to be engaged soon and get married and then have a little bundle of joy. Since I'm not at there right now, I like watching Lindy aka Bubzbeauty pregnancy vlogs and her progress shots of her growing tummy. My bestfriend since 1st grade is pregnant now so when the baby's born I want to hold her baby Hailey like if I'm holding my own future. 

I can't wait to have my own little family and all the things we're going to be doing together and all the memories we'll make, the traditions we'll create and the love we'll share. For right now, I'm just enjoying being 19 and young..but wait a couple years..maybe I'll get what I want ;)