Finally the holiday season is over and I get to actually have a day off and I go to register for classes and none of my classes are available.. fuck me right? So I have had the flu this whole week so today seemed like a good day to just sit down with my laptop and sort everything out. And half of my classes that said they weren't available are actually very much open. WTF. But whatever that's over with now.
Guess what's more WTF.. my ex calls me at midnight saying he might go to jail.. I talked with him whatever...tell him bye 20 mins later.. he keeps talking and talking on the phone till 1:30 am.. about "us"... okayy?... then before he falls asleep he says "bye beautiful.. I'm crazy for saying that but you're cute, you're cute. i love you" Obviously by hearing his voice I could tell he was very tired and overwhelmed by the whole jail situation but still WTF bro..
Anyway giving so much and barely getting anything in return is such a bitch. But I guess that's life. I've helped people get through so much in life and when I try to give them little "checkups" as someone who cares so deeply about them and then they do not care to respond and continue like if I was the one to never exist.
I am so stressed beyond belief but it's okay because I got a stress relief candle from work so I get to burn that bitch soon.
The only good news is that I get to keep one of my seasonal jobs and I have another paycheck waiting for me at my second job. WOOP WOOP.
Just ranting a little here but I need to relax and just stop being stressed out so much. Is anyone else feeling stressed out right now?
I Love You All! Stay Beautiful xo
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