The nice weather hasn't even been consistent these past couple of weeks since Spring started and already allergies are taking over my body (hence why I haven't been blogging lately sorry). Yesterday I woke up feeling like garbage x10. Sore throat, stuffy nose, watery, puffy eyes and the desire to be sleeping for abnormal hours. And of course I had work in a few hours. Facing customers and being a cashier with a runny nose has to be one of THE most embarrassing things ever. I just felt like I should not be confronting people while basically my body is in sick mode. On top of that I was closing with one of the sales leads that doesn't really help you clean at all. I had to clean the entire store, put new marketing up, rearrange products, put things away, take out the garbage and cardboard all on my own..while she wrote and email to a manager and fixed 1 thing in the store for me.And I finished before her! We were 30 mins late because of her and being sick I just wanted to strangle her.. and once I saw my boyfriends face.. I could tell her wanted to strangle me. But again, it was not my fault at all.
Although we got into a small argument about how irresponsible my manager is but somehow I get blamed for it....once I got home and ran into the shower, he forgot all about the argument and took care of me. I was feeling horribly sick and just downright sleepy..he could have gone home to sleep, but he stayed over and made me feel better mentally. I can't thank him enough for always being there for me and for making me smile even though I feel like crying.
I couldn't sleep a wink last night, just thinking and having a stuffy nose doesn't really let you breathe right so I was just a hot mess. For the 15 minutes I did sleep my alarm went off for my boyfriend to wake up for work. Once he made his bed, he took me upstairs to my room, tucked me in, asked me if I needed anything before he left and kissed me goodbye. I felt bad I couldn't do the normal things for him like making his lunch and picking up his bed so he won't be late for work, but he managed and did it without any problem as long as I was nice and cozy :)
Waking up this morning I felt even worse and I still do... and yess duhh I have to close yet again today and with the same sales lead. However today is only a 3 hour shift which I'd normally complain about because seriously just 3 hours?! but since I'm not feeling well at all I'll take it! My ultimate wish is to just stay in bed and drink orange juice all day..which if you're having bad allergies like me and don't have to work..that's what you should be doing! Wish me luck!
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