Acne Blog #2
So today I woke up to my daily routine of looking in the mirror, seeing all the ripe pimples staring at me, so I go to pop them, wash my face, put my acne medication on it and get ready for the magic trick of a life time! Pimples that have faded away magically come back and my entire face gets so red, swollen and itchy that I can't even bare to look at myself anymore. I have to take my medications now, one is a vitamin and the other is an antibiotic. They look like bullets so no, I do not enjoy taking them one bit. It's horrible and I should not have to be put through this.
Today I am hanging out with my boyfriend, the only human that doesn't judge me on my acne, but helps me to heal it. I'm honestly embarrassed to show him my face today without any makeup on. I broke out so bad due to stress and maybe poor eating habits.. but I don't want him to see me like this. This is THE worst breakout I've had in my entire life with acne. And tonight he wants to go to the movies.. with more people...and more eyes.. which means more staring at my imperfections. My dad says I hide behind my hair, even when I was a little girl. But now there's an actual purpose to why I hide behind my hair... so people won't have to see my face. Now that my hairs shorter, it has become even harder to hide my face, so I just choose not to go out in the public anymore. Simple solution... but that doesn't actually solve my overall problem.
Ughhh I just cannot wait until my dermatologist appointment on the 31st!
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