Dear Sweet Suicidal Teen

I know I already did another blog post called, "Oh Sweet Suicidal Girl", but that was my own personal story about the battle I faced with teen suicide. This my dear, is a story about& for you. 

I just want to start out by saying, I know how you feel, I know how hard it is, I know what it's like to feel worthless and useless, I know what it's like to be sad.

For the past couple of years, I felt all those feelings you may be feeling now. All you wanna do is curl up in a ball and lay in bed all day crying until sleep gives you a break and takes you off. How the littlest things make you angry and you feel like you want nothing to do with anyone. After my horrible experience that I went through I knew I never wanted anyone to go through what I went through. I wanted to do whatever it takes to make sure that person had someone to talk to and make them realize how important their life really is. So I created my Youtube channel to reach out to suicidal teens everywhere. I even got my first message from a troubled girl that wanted to end her life. To be honest, I was a little bit intimidated and didn't know if I can really handle everyone's situations. However, I put on a brave face and knew what I had to do. That's part of the reason behind my blog as well. I want to reach out to all of you in different websites as possible to make sure that I listen to as many people as I can.

I've helped several of people on Gifboom, Tumblr in the past, but more importantly, I've helped two of my best friends that were having serious problems as well. So I am pretty successful at being a big listener and helping people out with their problems. I always loved listening more than talking so when I get these messages from all these teens needing my help I get pretty excited to help.

Yesterday on my Ask.fm  I got a lot of anonymous messages from people. I was overwhelmed with excitement and I couldn't wait to get back on my "listening vibe". To the people that wrote to me, I am so over the moon happy that you wrote to me. I don't care that you wrote to me anonymously, as long as you keep coming back so that I can listen to more of your problems. I appreciate your bravery to come and talk to me, so thank you. You are all very strong and loved than you think. You are all so important and I want you to know that you have made me a happier person and all I want to do in return is to make every single one of you just equally as happy. Even though you might not know me and I might not know you, you are still a living person and I care deeply about you. I love all of you guys, so even if you think nobody likes you or loves you or cares about you, I am always here. 

Stay Strong& keep your chin up cuties! You are all beautiful!

Please continue to send me your questions and if you want to contact me another way, look under my "Find Me" tab all the way on the left to the top of my blog! If you want to chat in another way that is convenient for you, please let me know!