He is My Future

Lately I've been thinking about the future I will have with my amazing boyfriend. This girl I knew from high school got engaged and already picked out her wedding dress. I was very happy for her, but I couldn't help but feel like I wanted the same.

My boyfriend and I have always talked about our future together ever since the first couple of months we were dating. At first I thought it was just simply puppy love and it was just a lovey dovey stage of our relationship. We talk about it all, about the house, about the wedding, and about creating another life in this world. Now that I'm getting older and am sure that I want to be with him for the rest of my life, everything seems in reach to me.

We talk about getting our own place together at the end of my college career. In my head, I think it'd be marvelous to be engaged within the next couple of years, but I can't control that lol that's all up to him. He says he wants to propose to me when we go on another family vacation to Florida in the near future. So I'm pretty stoked about that. As for the baby part, I can wait for that, but I'd be lying if I said I haven't thought about it. I know I am at such a young age, but when you experience the love and care that we share you'll understand. Creating my own little family is all I ever want to be successful at. I want to be the best mommy and wife to my family and I'm excited to see how that plays out later on.

There is no one on the planet I'd rather be with then him and I'm so thankful to have someone like him to be mine forever. I cannot wait to see what the future really has in store for us. There may be some struggle along the way, but I'm excited for the journey we're going to go through. I can only hope and pray that we stay together for as long as God is willing to give us.

Goodluck in love everyone. Don't rush it, let it find you. I once saw and episode of "My Fair Wedding with David Tutera" and one of the brides vows said "love is like a butterfly, if you keep chasing it, you will never catch it, but if you wait long enough it will land right on your shoulder." So keep your head up beautiful! You're beautiful butterfly will come eventually my darling.